by my ancestors of the forgotten Past.
Ever since I know myself and my nature,
I do not count the years aging the body;
however, I number the eternal moments
spent in the presence of the within Soul.
Looking in the mirror of my mortal mind,
Mother-Divine Earth of the Noble Origin,
you have come to my forgetful thoughts
to awake the reason-essence of existence
and revive the deeper memories of the Past.
Divine Mother-Star, known as Tara-Earth,
my fingers embrace the depth of the colors,
depth of the within space-time mysteries
transcending beyond the rigid matrix of the canvas,
the matrix of the mundane physical motion.
Nevertheless, since my past incarnations,
I have spoken to You through symbols
seen in my dreams and sacred Visions,
I have spoken the words of artistic images
revealing the alchemical Nature of True Life.
Mother-Divine and Giver of manifesting Wisdom,
You put in each painted color and sculpted form
the Seal of the Inner-Esoteric Knowledge,
Seal of the ancestral archetypes-Source.
Each color and form makes me free
of all-that-is Past, Present, and Future,
free of the Origin and beginning of Substance,
the great Beginning of pure material Form,
each color grounded in the white canvas
purges the Soul of all memories and feelings
that would cradle my incarnated body.
Great Mother-Star and Divine Earth,
my fingers and hands are praying
in the ancient Ritual of the Fire of Light,
Ritual of the High Priestesses of the Sun,
grasping the vibration of the fleeting moment
in each painted color-forming the image.
I hear the Voice of the Pre-History,
Voice of the Priestesses of the Sun of Atlantes
penetrating Aeons backward and forward,
I remember the future from the past Cycles
while I see the past from the future of Cosmos.
I live in the Core of the silent Moment
multiplying in countless moments-incarnations,
while my sorrowful tears do not fall
in the Abyss of the white-painted canvas,
the tears become dried by the heating Light
coming out from my eyes of the Past
and transcending the eyes of the Present.
Clairvoyant minds of the mortal world,
hear the message of my created images,
count the crucified hopes of the peoples on Earth
bleeding in my painted ideogrammatic images,
and acknowledge the Voice of the Human Soul,
which driving force will empty the affliction
from the heart of the seekers of the Eternal Truth.
Mother of all the Beings of the Earth,
I was born to measure the span of Your Eternities
with my infinitesimal fragment called life,
and hold to the chest its weightless motion,
the etheric motion of my written images
transcending the canvas of the human world.
I live in a world in which Truth-Reality
is taught in schools under the form
of ever-changing conceptual truth,
while the Gnostic Truth and Inner Knowing
are denied, denigrated, and murdered
with the knife of materialistic philosophies.
Mother-beloved since my early childhood
and wise Counselor of the tearful pains,
I was guided to perceive the vastness of space
sheltering the purifying mysteries
born out of the brush-written color,
space-color of forming alchemical images
written in letters of metaphysical symbols.
I was guided by the Beings of Light
to perceive and create the ancestral myth
written on pages of past memories of the Soul,
pages-paintings of WRITTEN not painted IMAGES,
written in the transcendental language spoken
in the Etheric Realms of the Immortal Angels,
the language that is spoken with the silent sound
heard by all the yogic minds of the Beings
inhabiting the countless Worlds of the Mother-Stars.
I was guided to cross beyond the visual tradition
of mind-made artistic perception and canons,
I was taught in the daily yogic visions,
the Christogramic Language-Alphabet of the Stars
that shall return with the coming Sixth Race of Man,
the transcendental Language of Written Images,
Language of the Seven Spheres of Life
in which the revealing Power of Destiny
could murmur the deep-rooted Creed of the Souls.
Mother-Star of the Twelve Heavens,
Khaa-Ayyaa-Tara-Virgin-Mary-Earth,
I am thrilled in the Divine Presence
of Your spaceless Infinite and Great Unknown,
I raise the head toward the encircling horizon
aiming to transcend the shade of deathless stars,
I mold the cradle for the birth of the artworks,
cradle of the pristine Cosmic Consciousness,
the cradle-nest for the coming Sixth Race of Man,
the Race that will live for the Eternity of the Moment,
never seeking the Moment consumed by the Flesh.
That was the way in which lived before-ages
the Atlantean civilization of the immortal Gods,
dividing the earth among themselves,
building temples, teaching the Lesser Races
the Gnosis of Infinite-Eternal Creation,
and ordaining the Priesthood of the Sun,
the Inner Sun-Soul of Universe Christos.
Great Mother Self-manifesting as Earth
in the eyes of the knowers of Eternal Truth,
I bring homage to You and invoke Your Name
with the lips of pure faith and self-sacrifice,
I'm walking in the desert of the red sandstones,
the desert of the last survivors in Peace and Balance
from the last Cosmic War of the Archonic Gods,
I treasure the memories of the past incarnations
and decipher the meaning of the Sacred Visions,
I am walking in the Desert of the Red Stones
dressed in the robes of shimmering dreams.
Mother-Progenitor of all earthly races,
tell me that I'm no longer bound
by the Seal of Time, since I'm walking the Path
leading beyond the Night of the Worlds,
and I am not the prisoner of the Cosmic Cycle
born before the Heavens and Earth-Star.
Willingly, my Soul comes in the mortal worlds
flaming in Mysteries of the Original One Breath,
I know that I die in the Flesh of the stars
searching to reveal the One Truth of the All,
the Truth of Alchemical Letters and Symbols
engraved by my mortal hands in artworks,
engraved with the Mysteries of Agartha,
inherited Mysteries from the Overlords of Atlantis.
Cosmic Mother, say that my Flesh was not
fashioned by the hand of the Keepers of Light,
so, I would have time to breathe day and night
in the Astral Hands of Your Cosmic Soul,
and sleep in the pale blue of the earthly sky.
Mother of the dying Earth-mothers,
let me be what I have always been,
one of the Guardians of the Inner Sun
tortured in the bloody cruelty of darkness
by the time-line of Past, Present, and Future.
Mother, tell me in Tongue of the Mysteries,
how many marks I had inscribed
in the Golden Stone of your Past?
Everything I've ever had has been released
into the storming Wind-holding the Ages,
while the mortal Flesh is held aware
by the ancestral calling from Ammen Thaa,
whereas the Soul is kept in the spellbinding
and karmic desire for the Cycle of Incarnations.
Mother-Star of the visible and invisible Earth,
the transcendental colors of your SPIRIT
are glittering in my eyes,
while the tongue articulates the forgotten
words of the sleepless angels:
Logos, Giver of Order and timeless Prayers,
Giver of the infinite Heavens and Realms,
bestow upon us the Immortal Mystery
of One Breath-giving the Life of the All.
Logos, Father of the infinite Emanations
begetting Space, Life, Mind, and Eternities,
hold our hands and teach us to walk
the Karmic Path of Cosmic Evolution.
Mother Earth of Divine Nature,
I'm standing in front of Your Cosmic Gates
and look to the Etheric Cradle of Eternities
holding the Alchemical Mysteries of our lives,
Mysteries-forming the past and future races,
Mysteries painted as Christogramic images
by the hands of my Soul and Flesh,
hard-working hands that struggle to cast away
the malevolence of the cruel world
and bring the Inner Sun-Giver of All-Goodness,
the Sun-Soul of All-Creation, Christos the Sun of Man.
Mother Khaa-Ayyaa-Tara-Virgin-Mary-Earth,
the Beloved One of the monks, Sages, and Yogis,
Light beyond measure for the sentient Beings
who travel to Your Heart-Halls of Ammenti,
touch my heart and watch over me
with all the Stars-sisters of Your Cosmic Seed.
Mother of the sacred Visions and prophetic dreams,
release me of the karmic burden of the Past
and acknowledge Your alchemical Powers
in the wording symbols of my artworks,
hold the pulsation of my speaking lips
and reveal to the mind and restless Soul
the longing of the Father of the Gods and Man.
Great Mother-Star of all the earthly mothers,
you have chosen to descend-transcend
in the motion of my fingers,
in the enduring message of the painted canvas,
you have chosen to born the Light of the Moment
into the life-ocean of our shadows and tears.
Mother Earth, Star of the southern Universe,
whisper into my mind the boundless Wisdom
and show me the esoteric-sacred images
to be painted on the canvas-heart
of our blind and egocentric world,
and mold in all-given alchemical images
the Gnostic Bread of the Immortal Love
with your timeless visions and dreams.
Beloved Mother of my Atlantean ancestors,
pour the Infinite into my grief-stricken heart,
and paint through my fingers on the white canvas
the hopes of all living Beings of the Earth
with the colors of resurrected freedom.
Therefore, the Flesh and Blood of the world
will acknowledge the existence of the Spirit,
the unifying Spirit of One-brotherly Mankind.
Mother Earth, Divine Sister of all Stars,
you have come to my forgiving heart and mind
to awake the true reason of existence,
your celestial Soul-Body has descended
in countless shapes of Astral Manifestation
in front of the Sacred Eye of my Being,
and we have merged in elliptical lines
painted in colors that shall overcome
the silent pain of my dying Life-Force.
Mother-Counselor of my unspoken sufferings,
turn the Wheel of the Cosmic Forces
and purify the ill-fated existence of this world,
look to the masks worn by your earthlings
on the face of the dying days and nights,
on the Face of the lost Souls of Mankind,
listen to the language of evil and degeneration,
the insensitive language we speak today,
and remember the words-Legacy rooted
in the ground of our native worlds-stars.
Cosmic Mother of our present Race-Flesh,
between our fingers and clouded minds
you feel the presence of the evil spirits
breathing and seducing our driving Life-Force.
Mother, Star-Earth, tell us who are we,
all the poor and needy ones of this world
subjugated by fear and the daily fight for survival,
say that we are the race of fallen angels
traveling in the endless desert of Death
from the days of the far-long Antiquity,
fallen Beings cursed by the Archonic Gods
ruling over our Past and Present Destiny,
fallen in the hands of the Darkness and Evil,
fallen prey for the Older Diabolic Races
who have looted the worlds of the Mother-Stars.
And yet, we have grown and felt in ourselves
the touch of the Supreme Creator of All
leading us toward the beloved homeland,
the Home-Worlds of our forgotten stars,
Home of the Higher Spheres of Life.
Mother Earth, Star shining in the southern Universe,
we are lost in the memories of our ancestral dreams
but selves-found in the One Crucible of Life:
the Eternal Light-Flame of the Soul of Man
burning in the heart of all worldly Beings.
Mother-Earth of the Past and Future of Times,
You have shown me who I am
in many dreams and sacred Visions,
You have shown my restless Soul
riding upon the Wind of Karmic Incarnations,
and moving from the far-distant South
to my Northern Home of Universe.
I am in the Flesh of this World-Race
but I am not One-Flesh with the world,
and alike me, there other Brothers and Sisters,
sisters and brothers in Spirit-Soul not in Flesh,
walking the unknown Karmic Path of Life.
Mother-Star, Earth-Cradle of Life,
I can no longer deny my nature and origin
in front of the Winds of the Great Abyss,
in front of the thunderbolt hold by the Hand
of the ancient and present Gods of the Earth,
the secret Rulers from the Northern Universe,
the Archonic Lordship that has followed
the Fall of Atlantes, the Fall of the Races of Man.
I am coming Great Mother in front of You,
I am coming in the Name of the Ancient Legacy
written on the Holy Stones of Destiny
from the City of Shamballah of Agartha,
the City of Light of the earthly Worlds-Races,
the City of the free Consciousness-Beings,
the City of the Immortal Siddhahood.
Mother-Earth and Sister of my Star-World,
Beloved in the Nature of All-Creation,
I am baptized in the Fire of the Inner Sun,
and fated to reveal in the artworks
the restless struggle of the Soul of Man
to overcome the Forces of the Night of Creation.
Mother-Star Khaya-Tara-Virgin-Mary-Earth,
Alchemical Candlelights are burning
in the spacial depth of the colors and forms,
painted colors and sculpted artistic forms
having the imprints of Resurrection and Creation,
Etheric Candlelights are burning
within the space of the colored form-images
engraved with cryptogrammic Seals of Eternities.
Clairvoyant eye of the earthly world,
look through the within-window
opening the visible space of each image
written with cryptogrammic letters of Pure Life,
never look to the image in itself
covering the mortal space of the canvas.
Henceforth, you will perceive the crucified Destiny
on the eternal Cross of the Spirit,
the Spirit-Giver of Life of the earthly races
living on the Cosmic Flesh of the Mother Earth,
Cosmic Flesh and CRUCIBLE OF LIFE,
Crucible-indwelling the present artistic creed
coming from the Legacy of Atlantis,
Legacy of the Priestesses of the Ancient Sun
traveling through Time and Worlds of the Stars.
Far-sighted eye of the earthly sages
and near-sighted eye of the egocentric ones,
know that I have struggled and lived
through karmic incarnations of the Soul
in poverty of the cyclic social hierarchy
but in rich purity of the Spirit and Consciousness,
never binding the mind and heart
with the ropes of desires and passion
for the perishable richness of the mortal world,
never binding the consciousness
in the ropes of greed, selfishness, and vice,
megalomania, self-distraction, and hunger for power,
ropes of the Great Abyss and Night of Creation.
Know that I have lived and ever-struggle
to hold in the immortal Hands of my Soul
the burden of true Love and Cosmic Cognition,
burden-giving Visions of the Third Eye,
the Giver of self-knowledge and self-realization
that last through lifetimes-incarnations and beyond.
Acknowledge in my cryptic Christograms
written on canvas and sculptures of terra-cotta
that the archetypal Great Mind of Creation
exist within the essence of every one of us
walking the path of the mortal lives.
Though, in the Mind of Creation ever-dwell
Inner Self-Knowledge and Crucible of Life,
Crucible of True Life unifying mortal and immortal,
unifying us to our most distant ancestor,
unifying me to you and your future destiny
through the invisible mysteries-nature of the All.